I Don’t Remember

by jp lorence

I don’t remember all those insults.

I don’t remember all the work shifts I pretty much slept thru hoping you would get my dish machine fixed.

I don’t remember all those nights I stayed up watching cheap horror. The phone didn’t ring once, but that was probably just as well.

I don’t remember what I had for breakfast. I know I did eat.

I don’t remember who I was in love with last. I hope she was important.

I don’t remember where my blood pressure medication is. Ok, this might be an issue.

I don’t remember why I was born to suffer and die. I knew the answer to that once.

I don’t remember where I came from. It was a long time ago.

I do remember how to write in this notebook. I’ve still got that.

I Remember

By jp lorence

I remember how you looked at me in the rearview mirror.

I remember how you lied to me when I asked you if I smelled. I did.

I remember how we split our lunch money in grade school. I didn’t have enough to eat, and you needed a friend. I guess we both came out ahead.

I remember that Kiss concert we both got into by jumping the fence. We we on acid acid or what?

I remember how we both coasted into middle age, and you liked nothing more than to tell me my pants were unzipped. They were.

I remember staring you down from adjoining hospital beds. You still got the last laugh.